so now it's my turn to catch you lovely people up on a few things:

  1)i'm taking a semester off of school to get funds for whatever is ahead of me.
  2)my brother and i will be moving in together in walker
  3)i started a new job, and hate it
  4)i have began to truely realize what true friends i have
  5)i have grown extremely close to God, and at times i fade away..i always know my way to salvation and i'm trying to pursue that
  6)doing make-up is my future & i know it. I KNOW IT!  


okay, so as i was listening to piano classics i began to think..(try it, it brings out all of your feelings)

i've realized that certain people have tried to steer me away from my goals and dreams..i now know that no one NO ONE you hear me will ever take those away from me. make-up will be my life sooner than later.
so i'm quite mellow at this point. beyond the point, i was thinking about the many blessing i am SO greatful for, and the family and friends whom surround me. although things are tough at the moment (i hate my job, i have lots of bills and rent to pay for) i am trying to stay strong.
and to be honest, what better way to stay stable than to have your friends to lean on. Dillon Chustz, you have made the hugest impact on my life if only words could describe. he is my hero & my best friend, he has made my soul smile. i love him with everything that is inside of me.