so now it's my turn to catch you lovely people up on a few things:

  1)i'm taking a semester off of school to get funds for whatever is ahead of me.
  2)my brother and i will be moving in together in walker
  3)i started a new job, and hate it
  4)i have began to truely realize what true friends i have
  5)i have grown extremely close to God, and at times i fade away..i always know my way to salvation and i'm trying to pursue that
  6)doing make-up is my future & i know it. I KNOW IT!  


okay, so as i was listening to piano classics i began to think..(try it, it brings out all of your feelings)

i've realized that certain people have tried to steer me away from my goals and dreams..i now know that no one NO ONE you hear me will ever take those away from me. make-up will be my life sooner than later.
so i'm quite mellow at this point. beyond the point, i was thinking about the many blessing i am SO greatful for, and the family and friends whom surround me. although things are tough at the moment (i hate my job, i have lots of bills and rent to pay for) i am trying to stay strong.
and to be honest, what better way to stay stable than to have your friends to lean on. Dillon Chustz, you have made the hugest impact on my life if only words could describe. he is my hero & my best friend, he has made my soul smile. i love him with everything that is inside of me.

A New Day.

I was waiting for so long 
For a miracle to come 
Everyone told me to be strong 
Hold on and don't shed a tear 

Through the darkness and good times 
I knew I'd make it through 
And the world thought I had it all 
But I was waiting for you 

Hush, love 

I see a light in the sky 
Oh, it's almost blinding me 
I can't believe 
I've been touched by an angel with love 
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears 
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears 
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun 
A new day has...come 

Where it was dark now there's light 
Where there was pain now there's joy 
Where there was weakness, I found my strength 
All in the eyes of a boy 

Hush, love 

I see a light in the sky 
Oh, it's almost blinding me 
I can't believe 
I've been touched by an angel with love 
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears 
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears 
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun 
A new day has come ! 

frustration station;

You know what makes me mad..
Okrrr, 
Here it is.




Tonight I was placed into a situation where a girl was in love with a guy and the guy she is with is in love with her.  Well you know what?! She went off with another guy tonight. And it was of course, the guy I have been crushing on for a while.  Anyways, besides the point.  I hate how some people have been given the best gift of life (love), and take complete advantage of the fact that they are loved deeper than anyone in this world, but nooooo..she goes off with a guy who only has her love for the night.




God spoke to me in a really different way tonight.
He told me that there is a certain someone out there that
will be worth my time, that will love me unconditionally, care about me when no one else does.
I just hope that tonight when God spoke to me, that my words that were spoke to her were from God, through me.

Sorry this sounds like word vomit, but I'm really tired and just frustrated.
Goodnight there, 






Brooke
    

guess what

This is my 1st blog on my new iMAC!
And it's amazing, just so you know.




:)

Santa

Better be good, Santa is coming! 
There is only t-minus 40 days until Christmas.

Getttcherrr shoppin' done, cards ready, hang yo stockins, make cookies, ect.






:)

Correccion (French accent people);

It was contemporary dance I was dancing to, cool?

Weekend Frenzy

Okrrr, so..
My weekend was filled with a whole bunch of alone time.
Butttchuu know what? I had some Jesus time, some DANCE time..yes, dance time.
That is still new for me and I'm beginning to LOVE it, fuhhh reallzzz.
I went to see my best frannn perform for the first time ever, woo! 
Got a lot of homework done, finally watched Toy Story 3, and watched YouTube for seriously 5 hours today.  Oh! It's also Harry Potter weekend, who doesn't love that?
But I'm beginning to believe that this was a weekend well spent, fuhhh real.

My World Starting To Turn;

                                                                   

Until I let go, gave in to love

Watched all the bitterness burn,

Now I'm coming alive, body and soul

Feeling my world start to turn

New Opportunities.

Confused, the thoughts

fill my mind;

I search for all the answers he wants to hear,

I don't fulfill my dreams..but will.

I'm knocking on the door of opportunity,

it's time to take that first step.

my faith is all it takes.

What am I waiting for?

Okay...here I go.

:)

I am so thankful.

Thankful for this boy.

Thankful for his warm hugs and sweet joy.

Thankful for his smile to brighten my day.

Thankful for his humor to make me laugh so hard I cry.

Thankful for his inspiration to try things I never thought I would do.

Thankful for his compliments that makes me feel better about the person I am.

Thankful for his trust, I will never let him down. 

Thankful for my best friend, my other half.